Having issues trusting the boyfriend after a stupid lie - will this feeling go away?

well i can tell you are stressin out you dont want to think negative but than its stil there in the back of your head... you and i are very much alike in the past i was involved in an abusive relationship it really tore me apart and changed who i am today. i am now in an amazing relationship its going tobe 2 years next month but there are times to where i feel he would hit me or yell at me and thats because i still think my past is still here and its not thats where i just row up and realize that its all in the past but what i will tell u is that if u love him than maybe in time the trust issue will get better but if u are always going to be worried than end it i now itis mean to say and he is nice to your kid but if it anything and is better that way than do that but it really comes down to you and what will make you happy i hope this helps hope everything goes well ;)